Oways_Dawn: August 2008

Friday, August 29, 2008

SEE we r mad!but who care!cos we HAPPY...

hey cheese...!

Hmm what book should i borrow?

see the food that we eat...

see so happy!

oh what happen!

my foot hurt suddenly got cramp....

oh boy my lunch box for kids...

hehe:)

Went to ARcade at LOT1 at 10.50am,feeling stress when i think of work so just went for a 1rouND LOL YET I STILL GET 2nD lei.......i reach early for work everyday!WONt be late.if i am then i am SOMething very wrong!

Working in shopping u tend to meet lot of people....LIke teachers,schoolmate,customers,werid ppl see UNTILL i scare!WHAt i do during my off day?was serving internet chatting listening to music looking at movies,play games,haiz...when i think of some1 that i cant hold on to...i feel so useless,want me to love another no it hard for me!i dont know whether i can stay long in this COMPANy?when i look at my colleagues result seen better than me....wow i am feeling stress but of cos try my best will do.Yesterday30/8/08 was end of the month sales cos i off on 31/8/08crowd was very bad and all sort of funny ppl!kids like to touch my computer,sometime i wonder why on 2 computer for what?ya scare 1of them break down.but my lot1 counter so small everything was like roKJA.

ALMOST every9 i sleep very late yet i still havent get any sickness ha!WHile waiting for my hair to dry,looking at my beautiful face i have@@i m loading the 3k wedding photos i was sweating like hell i wonder when can it be done?i went to IMM in the afternoon also to my aunty house,me and ZM went to our pushcart then saw the new guy dont know where he went to then we saw him outside standing there dont know FOR WHAT!?!back to the pushcart there is customers looking u know?then i went to talk to the customer what we have.GUESS WHAT at the end nothing lor just an umbrellra hahaha.went to buy some food for my aunty at the same time i am really hungry dont even know what to eat then buy wanton mee and my aunty cook leftover soup wow is so tasty!SHe wants to pay me FOOD $$$ i dont want to accept i am not those calulative person i find so hard to be happy pushing here and there!Even u did not treat me i am ok?i m not as greed lor ha!looking at my family photo i feel so PROUd also i wish to have some1 like my COUsin so sweet....when huh?i dont think so.....GUYS alway think of....haiz...

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

I COUldnt get into my sleep how?feeling stress at the moment with A bad sales,dont know how i can stay?ON the 21st AUGUST2008! i went to the library with my friend,at cck while waiting for my sis to come i saw this caNCER book sound interesting!i love reading this kind of health books(but i myself dont know how to love and care of my health)did not do exercise also!hehehehehe.... let me know what is lIFE all about,so i borrowed and i saw my CUStomer she was at the library borrowing books so i went to talk to her,hahaha she was dame funny happy go lucky person also...WHen i start reading terminal stAGE 3 my HEART SANK alot,tears start to drop,i BEGAN to think of my da yi how i look after her in the hospital then the next day i get sick.HOw brave i am to show her i donated blood???she still told me not to donate,well i show her cos to show her that i am Brave &happY.Care and share with my smile make her feel happy each day of her life.SHe say i am suit to be a nurse y she say cos when i look after her i use my heart and soul.my uncle look after her was very rough TYPe,do u know that when a person having CANCer or some other illness need to be slow and steady,her whole body feel very pain weak?needed patient also?how can be rough? AIYO i cant stand it when my uncle take care of my aunty?i still remember in my mind that she was so happy that she wanted to chi ShU so i go and buy for her we share half in the hospital with full of smile...she even ask me where is your bf when she first admited in JULy at the time we just broke off,i went t see her after my work,i told her no la i no bf,but she know!!!just nice we broke off,but she can see how i feel but i did not say anything she just say no worries u will find some1 better than him,i just smile. Well this book has let me learn what is CANCER what type and what kind of CANCer,there are different kind of treatment.Cancer it wont spread to other,yes is a disease,no worries.unless u have a family with cancer then that your ee zhuang....

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

i order chicken mushroom rice with cheese,that cost me $78.00

Oh my blog really nothing much i can say and put.....this is all the past years memornies....I miss that...

Looking at myself i really change alot.

that is 2003 we at east coast having great fun!I miss the good days...

Is just a photo lor...nothing much!

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

I m free till i siao!

I am a girl who think alot....well me and Samuel were friends.....sometime he sms what he say to me....is hard for me to belive!what he say is true,by the way my ans is i have no feeling how can i able to love u?NO point to be together...To be frank sometime i wish to have some1 that can share with also work hard together but...i am afraid to have another!right now i want to work do what i want GO FOR IT.opps sorry!so sian wish to go home....no sales again@-@tmr i m off,my grandmother came from malaysia will cook for her,everyone love my dessert....!!!

Monday, August 18, 2008

No one...seeeeeeeeeeee!!!

what is this?

This day keep raining,yesterday at4.35pm,the bookself at pop leak water,is not the first time,pop staff have to remove the books,i went to give a help.Look at the crowd on sunday!OMG!!!AT 7.35pm there a customer who come and see so i serve her quite long but at the end $288only.From a soft and cute voice to a loud voice to make sure die die must close a sales SUNDAY LEI!then hl laugh at me she me the way i talk very loud haha.......no choice lor....

A boring day!With no sales....A`star is at downstair 1week pop fair at lot1,Why huh i m getting worried!This morning i went to customer place,at the end went to a wrong blk,then walk 1 big round again!!!i am so blur,while walking up the stair i saw a needle,scary... i really scare of taking lift how m i going to overcome?whenever i go out i saw the lift i scared....i wont take,even when i go meeting climb up the stair....haiz.... Jalan Teck Whye that area full of drug adidicts people also sniff glue.I went to meet ann for a tea,she drink coffee shit i order wrong!so sorry....hehehehe...i should have ask u....From there i went off to work at lot1.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

15AUgust08

Yesterday after our work,we went to catch 12lotus at Jurong point,11.35pm start,we went for a drink at MAC,he keep talking words like asking me to be his gf,also give him chance,chatted all the rubbish that is his words...what i talk is waste of time he wont listen.... it was so boring i dont like this movie make me doze to sleep...this kind of show make me think of how i am also in the past haiz...at first i wanted to watch money not enough$$$$then this samuel say want to watch 12 lotus and he told me that he watch so many times then i say watch other lor....sian lor...he always think he right how can we be together?like in secondary school still the old same samuel,i dont even know what has he been for 6years never meet?this kind of friends make me scared@@i feel that he not serious just want to have a play play gf and also spent time!Oh my this Samuel took my photo!also take pictures of me in by using his HANdphone.....dot! dot!M i really the one he like me?ha....stop Dreaming la i am not a very good girl here!!! DAwn i told myself to be faithful and work hard!how can it be?Let see fate lor....see 1 step goes 10,000,000,000B times...hohohoho......my friends say he not a good looking guy,james is more handsome,gd looking also...hmmm sound sad....but it ok!oh shit la....GOOD looking for what?AT THE END OF THE DAY ACTITUDE THAT IS MAIN POINT!must know how to love and care for your parents who bought us up.Treasure them!that is very important life is shORT,ACTION LIKE HELL ALSO NO USE MA?m i right to say that?hahahaha funny.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Oh my!it not my first time,second time u know!!!Can we just work in peace?Be happy and contended?haiz......i feel so uneasy.......what have i done?If i have did wrong pls tell me what i have done?at LEAST i learn....and face it instead of running away from problem!!!